this has been hall on me ,my life,my friends,and wives(girlfrieds),for 35 years.this is a military accident making me 100% service conn. disabled viet nam vet plus l and one half special monthly comp.i have had 44 operations from my feet(23)to21 ON THE REST OF MY TORSO WITH A MORPHINE IMPLANT,a dule peripheral nerve stimulator to spinal implants and verious other implants and surgeries. there is a 50% suicide rate(which we don't believe in) and pain is constant. i was in a progam for seven years for stress and pain managment(group)FOR CONSTANT PANIC ATTACKS 24-7,ALL DAY EVERY DAY.they finally went for awile almost15 years and low and behold bamm back out of no where a little over a month ago.thank god for this program,it saved my world,litterally!!!! Lucinda i want to thank you and everyone in this program for their help and reassureance in putting me back on the right track.i love you all!!!! i am on step 4 and can't wait for every day to return to what makes me tick every day besides my loving girlfriend,this program.thanks a friend john