First, Hello to All! IM NOT ALONE I Just cant believe there is a Name for how I feel! I have been strugglin with anxiety and you name it, for over 20 years and panic attacks for 12 years- I'm only 26 soo.. thats a long time. For me an eternity and thought it was gonna be that way forever. NOT so!Come to find out. Listening to the radio long enough while having another bout of sleepless nights I heard a infomericial. I had been so tired and woren out from all my thoughts, I decided- what was it gonna hurt to call that number? Nothing else has worked. so whats it gonna matter if that number just leads me to another dead end. Its funny I was soo skepitical I wouldn't give the lady my account number.. WHAT IF?... Wow, Its Amazing how much power the mind really has.
Its no wonder why A mind with so much power can make you believe your own UNtrue thoughts. Anyway. I'm a little backwards.. I'm from MN, Its Cold. I work construction year round, and I farm. Loong Hours of work have kept me able to live with myself. Working insane hours was the only way I could sleep, I have my days, when things get to me and when they dont. Call it learned "Safe" habits. Times have been good and bad, but never the same for long. A real up and down Rollercoaster Ride. I can't wait to see what I'm all gonna learn from this program. Its very comforting to know that there are a lot people like me- In some way, shape, or form. I received my materials just in time for Christmas. What a great gift I have given to myself! Tears of joy! Cant believe it! Thanks for stoppin in. Take care everyone

LOL...oh wow, you're not wanting to give your account number sounds so much like me when i ordered the program. i first heard about the program during one of my sleepless nights and then finally decided to call the number a couple days later...i think my phone conversation lasted for almost an hour or so with the customer service rep because i was so skeptical myself and i kept asking so many questions and tried to cancel my order once because i didn't want to take the videotape and cassette package (oh was i soooo skeptical and doubting hehehe)...anyway, i'm happy for you for receiving your program and wish you and everyone else much success in your journey to recovery!!!

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I hesitated to call the number, but thought it was a sign That I Should call, Because it just seemed like perfect timing, right when I needed help the most. I had run out of "outs" for my problems. So I took a chance. I had such obsessive thoughts during the phone converstation that I couldnt remember what was all said After the phone call was ended. I sat there in bewilderment of, What did I just do? I didn't talk to the rep that long, I wasn't very trusting to sit and talk. I think the conversation lasted 10 mins. Too long for me. lol Thanks for posting!

Hey, I am in my third session now, although I'm going on my fifth week. Christmas week kinda screwed me up as far as devoting my time to the program and I just felt I needed to do session 3 again since I had a pretty rough week over Christmas - so re-do. But, anywho, I was just thinking that I bet most people are a bit anxious when they pick up the phone to call for the program. I know I was too. I was still trying to doubt myself that I really had depression - even though it was plainly obvious to me - I just didn't want to believe it. But I also heard the program commercial on a radio station and before I forgot the phone number I picked up the phone and made the call. Good choice! It is exciting to see that these traits of ours are actually really beneficial when we put them to GOOD use and GOOD, positive thoughts - it's exciting to see what we will be able to achieve and accomplish once we kick this thing in the butt. Good luck and keep pluggin' away!

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You know.... You are Absolutely Right! I have been sitting here reading and pondering worries...When I Should be putting My Postive triats to work. Excellent advice!! Its Funny how I can get so off track.. even while thinking I'm helping myself. When in FACT I'm not. Like a horse with blinders- only looking straight and Not seeing the entire picture. So instead of sitting here pondering I'm goin to go study session 2. Thanks for your insight and Good Luck to you as well