Hello everyone this is my 2nd day and mostly Ive been reading other comments and replys. Im relieved to see that Im not alone in this. Sad to see though so many people suffer inside. Ive bottle up my feeling and anger 4 so many years that Ive accepted being a prisoner in my own skin. Learned to fake that Im happy when deep down Im tense and scared. Cant carry on a decend conversation cause I worry that everyone is looking at me and thinking Im making a fool of myself. Im not bad looking and Im very athletic, I have a lot of things going 4 myself..but I just cant let go!! Im afraid to let people see the real me!! I have a very warm heart 4 a guy, or maybe not I dont no??I think if I let go people would like but I dont know how?? Its easy to say this sitting behind a computer,and I hope this works.