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Helloooo. I have just started lesson #2. I have been having panic attacks and terrible social phobia for the past 25 years. My how time flies...... I have managed to live my life mostly through avoidance but of late that has become harder to do. Now that I have advanced at work which is pleasing I am required to sit in director's meetings and make presentations which is terrifying. Though I know there's no reason to be frightened talking about my work in front of my colleagues, my trembling, rapid breathing and jumpiness would makes me seem like a person being hunted! It's gotten so bad that I hardly want to go to work and have trouble leaving the house in the mornings despite knowing that I am perfectly capable of doing my job. I am not able to report some huge decrease in my anxious feelings but I feel compelled to share that Lucinda's account of her own scary feelings gave me MUCH comfort this morning while I listened to lesson #2 for the first time on the car journey to work. Over the years, I too have felt like I might harm myself/others, lose my mind, jump from high places or do any number of bizarre things (despite not feeling overly depressed or in the least bit suicidal/homicidal). Just hearing that somebody else has experienced those feelings made me feel less of a lunatic. So far it's been a good day and I intend to ensure it remains so. I have high hopes for myself and believe I will improve. I wish the same for you all who are using this program.
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I started doing session 1 and when I finished it, I felt better. I was very nervous to begin the program and got anxiety; but the first session gave me hope. I've had anxiety, depression, for over 12 years. I've tried many counselors, etc. and nothing seemed to help but I feel that this program is it. I thank God who led me to the program. It was advertised on TV. from loux
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