I’m tired of feeling all this pain but who’s fault is it they say I’m to blame to think I can stir up so much misery truly remains to me a mystery…I lay down all day lately and I have no desire to even get up please Lord help me I’m stuck… I don’t understand how this truly began but I know that it was never my plan… I’m doing my best to get well but anyone who saw would say I’m living in a shell with all this fear that’s inside of me it’s only obvious I scare easily... Sometimes I hate to sit outside at night because what brews inside just isn’t right I look at the dark sky and wonder why it makes me feel so afraid inside…The morning sun should be nice but it annoys me and stings my eyes…I was not always like this and I’m dying to change I just hope I’m not truly going insane… Anxiety and depression wow what a struggle but I know in my heart I’ll burst out of this bubble… This bubble of fear that brings me to tears…This bubble of doubt that makes me want to run out…I know I can and will change…Just to feel free of fear will bring me to tears (joyful tears), a dream come true after all of these years..

Good stuff. Writing is fun right?

I enjoyed your poem... I write also. You are very talented. I'm new here and I look forward to reading more.

I thought ur poem was nice. I really understood what you are feeling at the time you wrote.Trust me i know the feeling. this is my second time in the program and it has done tremendous wonders on my life. Just stay positive and strong.

I read your poem and thought it was great. It took a lot of courage to write what your heart was feeling. I am a new member also and look forward to releasing my fears and aniexty also. Keep us posted on how you are doing. God Bless you.

Thank you all for reading my truth! I am now on lesson 7 and I truly understand this great program! I've been blessed to stick with it and truly apply the skills! I slack off occasionally but I get back on track… I'm not perfect but I believe God blesses the ones who try! I feel so much better already and I know anyone who really applies the skills will do great!
I wish everyone the best and stick with it!!!

where do I start, this site is not friendly to me