Well for the past week and a half I have had horrible obsessive thoughts that my gf was not the right one for me and that maybe I should dump her because what if in the future we don't get married or I cause her more pain if I wait to break up with her. The last time I had a fear this long it was a brain tumour fear that lasted 3 weeks and caused me to halt the program. During hte last two days, i'm starting to realize (as with the brain tumour fear), that if something ain't broke, don't worry about it breaking! I think that when I am most content I am most vulnerable. If I don't want to break up with my girlfriend now, then I really should not worry about it, or feel guilty about it!

You're right Tryinhard, if you're not really wanting to break up with your girlfriend, then don't worry about it or feel guilty about it. Take one day at a time and focus on the great things you have with your girlfriend. Wishing you the best!