wow, i've had a busy couple of days! yesterday, i went to the MVA with my mom to get a new learner's permit (mine expired and i haven't finished driver's ed yet) and spent two hours there. needless to say it was an anxiety rollercoaster-we had gotten there before peak hours, but by the time we were leaving, boy was it a zoo! however, i used my tools and didn't leave even though a few rough spots made me desperate to run away. then today, i went to a movie (which i haven't done in months) AND a restaurant (which i haven't done in longer). the restaurant was the scarier of the two, but thankfully, it wasn't that crowded (it was early), so i could focus on positive talking my way through it without the added stress of loads of people.

i really can't believe how much change i have been able to make in my life these past 5 weeks that i've been focusing on the program. this is coming from a girl who only left the house just about once or twice a week, if that, in the months of may and june!! i'm really excited, thanks for the positive encouragement!

Hey Cole2458...congratulations to you! You seem to be very focused on your recovery....you should be very proud of yourself! You have been working very hard to reclaim your freedom and it shows Isn't it awesome when you find yourself doing things you would normally avoid? Keep up the good work

Way to go!! You should really be proud of yourself.