i keep changing, i keep growing. LOL, its good though, because even though i'm don't understand all the changes i'm going through, i'm glad i'm changing, period, i'm sure it's gonna be better than the way i was before.

You bet it will! When we can be excited about change and look at it as an adventure, it is no longer scary. Sounds like you have everything in the proper perspective!

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Mountaingirl
come forth into the light of things ~ let nature be your teacher. William Wordsworth