Self-employed, 3 employees. Make a decent living when one looks back from year end. Getting there is full of ups and downs with cashflow. In fact my business gets paid about 10-15 times per year. On top of that among the 3 employees there is squabbling and bitterness. If I worked here I would (or at least could) quit!!!! The cruel irony is that as much as I love being my own boss I feel beholden to more people than a low level employee at a big company.
I see a psychiatrist. I was on effexor but went off last summer to try to be med free. I take wellbutrin. I take a lot of xanax and clonopin. I exercise 6-7 times a week I joined Jenny Craig and have 50 lbs. to lose.
Have to confess I am irregular in doing the Stress Center plan. This is my first post. Appreciate any advice.