One thing I forgot to mention. I have tried many times to start a project or enterprise. Eventually after a few days, weeks, or months the interest in what I was doing stops and so does the project/enterprise.
Depression related? Thanks again.

Thanks. That's a great idea about keeping your eye open to new things in the paper.

Today at work I got word I'm basically stepping into my supervisor's shoes because of extended maternity leave. (She's having a real bad pregnancy.) This move will mean more responsibilities and things I have to learn. In addition to depression, I suffer from anxiety. On the one hand, I was a little apprehensive about the extra responsibilities. On the other hand, I'm considering it as a way to occupy my mind for longer periods of the day. My job is not my passion. I'm still looking for it.
I'm Christian and have been working on what God wants and not what I want. Thus, I'm working on the notion He'll relay my passion in His time. I want to be an entreprenuer but I don't know what type of business to initiate. Maybe He doesn't want this. We'll find out. Keep in touch.

One more thing: yes I'm "in" the program. It's been great, especially tape 10. It's been almost two months. I go thru bad days and moments but in comparison to three months ago--it's like night and day the improvement I see and feel in myself. I thank God 1st, then Lucinda.