I'm curious if anyone can share with me their experiences in worrying about the past.
I worry that I may have hurt someone or done something horrible that I can't remember or have suppressed. I don't trust my memory, in other words.
Can anyone relate??

Or does anyone have violent, scary thoughts that REALLY freak them out???

Im currently in a situation where that's all my life is right now...is remembering things that i'm horribly guilty about (involving my boyfriend)...even if they're just thoughts I had. And I compulsively tell him, which hurts both of us beyond belief. I want to stop remembering. I just keep remembering times where I did or said or thought something that's harmful towards our relationship and it's thrown me through a loop because all I want is to forget and love him...

In a nutshell - yes, I have that problem, hah!

ALMOST EVERY DAY I HAVE THESE SCARY THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE AND HOMICIDE OF ME AND MY CHILDREN AND I NEVER HAD THIS BEFORE I GOT ANXIETY .. MY ANXIETY STARTED WHEN I TOOK A DIET PILL CALLED TRIM SPA ABOUT 9 MONTHS AGO AND EVER SINCE THEN I HAVE HAD ANXIETY AND WAS SCARED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE AND I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE IF I STAYED HOME I WOULD FEEL BETTER FOR A WHILE I DID BUT I NOTICED THAT WHEN THE DOCTOR PUT ME ON A ANTI-DEPRESSENT I GOT SUICIDLE AND HOMICIDLE THOUGHTS AND NOW THAT I AM OFF THEM I AM TRYING TO GET RID OF THESES THOUGHTS AND ANXIETY..BUT IN ALL I TOO DO GET ALL DIFFRENT SCARY THOUGHTS!! AND THEY ARE ENOUGH TO DRIVE YOU NUTS!!!

AnyaImbalanced..maybe we should talk. it sounds like our problems are so very similar. this is driving me crazy and i am searching for someone who can share this same thing with me. thanks.