When I get restless and lonely I either eat too much or get drunk. I eat all the time, and get drunk once or twice month. These drinking binges leave me toxic for days afterwards, incredibly depressed, worse off than I was before. I've gained 30 pounds the last two years and do not want to go out because of the way I look. I do not want to meet new people or make dates because I know I'll drink, which is my idea of fun left over from my 20's. I don't like the feeling of booze anymore it's just a knee jerk reaction to social situations. Yet I am scared to go out because I know I will drink. Therefore I dont go out. I crave human affection and am trapped in my own lonely hole. I feel paralyzed, insecure, and frightened that it will never change. Please don't refer me to AA, I'll cry if you do.
Hi thiggy .....No I won`t refer you to AA I think you are all ready thinking about it .Or maybe you just need to vent well you are in luck .This is a good place to do some of that .I have come here for a over a yr now and it really helps to just let it go here or in chat . We can relate to your issues I had considered at one time doing the drinking thing but I don`t want to be like my father and do the same thing.It didn`t help him any .So if you would like to just stop by and chat in the room you are more than welcome. I know it can be a little bit hard at first but soon you will get to know us .I hope you will considerate Have a good day ok your friend Teresa in who is attacking that anxiety too. LIFE
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Have a good day ok your friend Teresa in who is attacking that anxiety too. LIFE
