nursekr ~ I don't even know if you will get this. All of this is so ovewhelming. You are in a difficult situation. Your profession tells you this affliction is ridiculouos, yet, it is so real. I have tested myself today. I took over 8mg of Clonazapam today to see how long it would take me to feel "normal" I gave up after 8. Nothing helped. I am so lost in this thing. I don't know if I will ever feel normal again. I don't like the alternatives.

Hi Trystan,

We really will feel normal again! I too feel overwhelmed at times and it seems harder to do this work than not at times. It's so totally worth it though! We are all great people and we darn well are worth beating this condition.
I'm not sure if you were replying to someone in your message but I just want you to know that people are here for you and will offer help ANY time.

Take care,
M