oh my god i am so scared you guys, I think I may have OCD........I hate to sound so dreary but today I had made a major realization about myself in my mind about my life and later on that day I was watching a funny movie and I found myself needing to repeat a certain line in a movie in my head and It scared me to the point of crying.

Am i going to be this way for the rest of my life?....will i end up being so bad that I cant function?........I am on 30mg paxil and am trying to see a psychiatrist but its hard to get an app around this time of year.....

I am so scared

Hi I know how you feel I am pretty sure I have ocd and it is torture!! I get millions of thoughts stuck in my head and don't understand half of them!! I don't repeat words or anything but I do have a hard time!! I agree with grateful that ocd is very treatable it is a struggle though just like anxiety!! Sometimes I'm unsure if the thoughts I'm having are anxiety or ocd!!It can only get better so hang in there if you need to talk leave me a message!!

I have a good qoute for you and I just wnat to say that you'll be fine I know what your talking about belive me. We are more often frightened than hurt; and we suffer more from imagination than from reality. Just remember they are only stupid thoughts that you can learn to manage. love Dave

Thanks you guys, I am feeling a bit better lately..due to mental work ..Im proud of myself...but i have a long way to go.....

I cant wait till my next therapist appointment....