Hi ya'll!
I was doing really good until this week. I was on tape 3 and was at a stand still so I stopped for awhile, well I started feeling really fuzzy and yukky this week like what in the heck amI in this world for? I love what I do but it doesn't fulfill me. I am having a hard time finding a career that really truley and wholey satisfies me! SO anyways I thought I need to start back on the program so I listened to tape 4, then when I went to look for my book it was gone. I searched everywhere!! I can't find it. Plus it has my name on it and a lot of really scarey things I think about. I took it on a couple out of town trips with me and I am sure I brought it back with me but cannot find it! I am mortified. What do I do??
Oh and I really need to still take my medication but I can't get myself to!

you can have another book sent to you if you call them. You are allowed to get one more book, but just one so make sure you don't loose this second one. I hate it when I lose things and can't find them. If your luck is like mine, you'll find the first one as soon as you get the 2nd one

Hey don't feel bad i am on my 4th c-d and was doing great and yesterday i flipped out crying and feeling like i just wanted to die because of issue's with my son i went to pick him up and my exgirlfriend was telling me how bad people where talking about me. I know it might be minor but i am a good person i help my son out with everything he needs plus pay my child support for him . He is my world and i just let it bring me so down. But today is a nemw day and i am trying to get back in focus with the program. Sorry for going on but i just needed to tell a friend so hang in there and your in my prayers.

Okay, I found it last night! WHEWWW.
Hey deeman, that is what we are here for to vent and get what is on your mind out!
Hang in there. My problem is I could give what other people say about me! You are getting better and helping your son! That is all that matters. And for your girlfriend, I hope she is sticking up for you on what others say because you need to be with the people that want to help you and believe in you. If she doesn't support you then you aren't going to get better. Not saying you WON"T!! Sorry its just that you need supportive people in your life when your going through this.
LOL Kristie