I need some feedback.

I am a gay woman, who, I am told by my therapist that I haven't completely accepted myself.

I disagree. However, I do feel guilty sometimes because I know that my lifestyle is not acceptable to my family. So, I find myself hiding it because I fear the reaction that they may receive from their friends. I find myself going out of my way to create a "boyfriend" so that it looks good to my family's friends.